Thursday, February 1, 2007

Because I have things to say...

... but way too chicken to say it to their face.

Yes, we do obscene gestures every single time we pass your house. And it makes us feel so much better.

I am still not able to blame it all on you. I am getting better at it though. I am definitely not making excuses for you anymore.

I love you to death. And will always do. I'll never eat chocolate sundays the same way.

I might be your emotional support but you are my hero in more ways than you think.

You are definitely not a saint and yes, there are many problems in your family. Just admit it, damn it !

I missed you for a very long time, than reunited with you. It made me realise that I wasn't missing out on much.

If you weren't gay, I'd have a mad crush on you.

You are weird and quirky. And not in a good way.

I didn't loose your number. I just didn't feel like talking to you.

Yes, I HAD to move out. Waking up with your roommate sitting on the floor and watching you sleep is creepy.

My hole face lights up every time I think of you.

Yes, I'm the one who put the knives in the freezer. S took the blame for me , just because. He was that nice.

You had no right to skip life the way you did. After 10 years, I am still very angry at you. And still very, very sad. You should had at least given out some sort of explanation. I miss you. A lot.

Yes, we did some hanky-panky under that table. And I have absolutely no shame about it. You should give it a try ; it might take out that giant stick off your ass.

Yes missy, we all know you two are a couple ; you can unglued yourself now. Nobody will try to steal him from you ; he's all yours.

It was indeed expired milk and not plain yogurt. I am sooo sorry.

Feeling so much better now !

How about you ?

8 comments:

Sarah said...

I love your post. It's so honest and it's refreshing to see writing like this in the blogging world. Especially when we only write about superficial things (including me!). I loved it.
Here from Michele!

Ex-Shammickite said...

You certainly live an exciting life!

Bob-kat said...

That was a lot of stuff to hold inside - no wonder you feel so much better now! I must try this too, it sounds very cathartic and I could do with some of that!

Am intrigued about the someone being watched while they slept - it is kinda weird. Reminds me of a Friends episode!

Here from Michele's.

Paste said...

Glad that's made you feel better!
Here from Michele's.

Åsa said...

What a wonderful post! Of course it makes me want to hear all the stories behind…

brandy said...

I've been reading a lot of these 'unsaid lists' and yours has been one of my favourites. The perfect mix of humor and seriousness, and I join the army that know is curious about the stories!

Jasika said...

"You had no right to skip life the way you did. After 10 years, I am still very angry at you. And still very, very sad. You should had at least given out some sort of explanation. I miss you. A lot."

So, I see it doesnt get any easier. I feel this same way only a few months later.I cant imagine/want to feel this same way in ten years. sigh*

That made me feel so much less alone. Thank you.

KaraMia said...

oh! blah blah..the last one left a taste in my mouth..ugh, you NEVER forget it once you've had the misfortune to taste it!!`